2016

I can't believe I haven't felt compelled to write in over 5 years! So much has happened. There's not a hope in hell that I can be bothered to catch up. Technology has changed so much that even how I can write is different. Haha. I'm recovering from a broken heart. I'm taking a year off of alcohol. I'm taking a course in self-love. It feels pretty good. I miss my old partner but hindsight is 20/20. It takes a while for it to become focused and then once you truly see? You just can't unsee what is there. We have too much hurt and resentment for each other to have a nice friendship at this point. The way it came about was awful.  I was hopeful we could have a decent parting but it was sudden and hideously sneaky. I spent too much energy trying to learn to love a non-neuro typical person. The fact that he said he had sociopathic tendencies should have been a clue right? Ah yes, the rose coloured love goggles. My new home will be ready for me October 15th. I'm dating some real gentlemen. I'm laughing a lot. Starting physio for my injured left hand tomorrow. Everything is coming up roses!